Waiting is a better option. I couldn’t see your photos you posted for whatever reason, but when you do get one, don’t be like 99% of the lame asses on this forum and in the world. Getting cheesy crap like “symbols that mean strength” or “tribal bull crap” or really anything on google images or a tattoo shop wall is typicaly the makings of a lame ass tattoo. Be original, badass, and make it revolve around you and your life. p.s. memorial and or name tattoos are among the top in the shit tattoo pyramid.